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The constant strain of making sure to refer to her   the Department of Defense, began working on her
                              girlfriend by a man’s name and with male pronouns,   dissertation.
                              of never being able to bring a legitimate date to   “My  personal  ‘why’  is  to  be  the  best  person  I
                              a Navy function, of knowing that who she loved   can  be to  my wife,”  Michaels said.  “I didn’t  want
                              was enough to erase all her accomplishments led   my ancestry line to be invisible and appear as if
                              Michaels to leave the Navy on her terms. She ended   I never loved or married in my life. The same is
                              her Naval career with an Honorable Discharge and a   true  for my  sister’s obituary. I  wanted my  wife to
                              Bachelor’s degree.                          be acknowledged as my wife and not listed as my
                                 At age 28, Michaels moved to Maryland, where her   partner or friend.”
                              mother had relocated and enrolled in graduate school.   In thinking about her own legacy, her experiences
                              She earned her Master’s degree and, in 1998, became   and her desire to see equality and inclusiveness
                              a  full-time  IT  instructor  at  the  Pentagon,  teaching   accorded to everyone, she knew that she wanted to
                              Microsoft Office applications. Her professional life back   explore the experiences of lesbian businesswomen.
                                                 on track; Michaels was also   From there, she narrowed down her topic to focus
                                                 caring for her mother who   on business travel.
                                                 was diagnosed with cancer   Michaels’ dissertation, titled  Self-Identified
                                                 in 1999. She passed away on   Lesbian Businesswomen Who Travel Domestically
                                                 September 5, 2001, timing   to Conduct Business in a Heteronormative Society:
                                                 Michaels believes was fate.  A Phenomenological Study, is a qualitative,
                                                    “I was supposed to be   transcendental phenomenological study.
                                                 at the Pentagon on the      “What that means is that I did not seek to prove
                                                 morning of September 11,   a hypothesis, as one would in a quantitative study,
                                                 but a series of personal   but instead gathered the shared lived experiences
                                                 events caused me to be   of other self-identified lesbian businesswomen to
                                                 late, and I avoided the   allow the phenomenon to emerge naturally,” she
                                                 terrorist attack,” she said.   explained.
                                                 “I’ve often wondered if     Historically women  have been  oppressed
                                                 the timing of my mother’s   and discriminated against in myriad ways in
                                                 death somehow saved my   business, but Michaels wanted to focus on how
                                                 life.”                   the unique intersectional circumstances of lesbian
                                                    Michaels  continued   businesswomen with the oppression of gender
                                                 to work at the Pentagon   (female) and sexual orientation (lesbian) shaped
                                                 for another year before   participants’ lives.
                                                 moving back to Houston,     “It is noteworthy to mention that when I would
                                                 where the rest of her    have conversations with straight white women
                                                 family lived. Her father   about my study, they were completely unaware
                                                 and her sister, Tamara   of what a lesbian goes through to protect their
                              West, worked at the Johnson Space Center. West was   sexual identity in a business setting,” she said.
                              the Executive Assistant to the Director of the JSC   “What seemed obvious to me was not apparent to
                              until her unexpected death in 2019. Dr. Ellen Ochoa   those who never had to implement such a filter in
                              -  the  first  Hispanic  female  in  space  and  a  former   their daily lives.”
                              Director of JSC  - was the guest speaker at West’s   She  interviewed  11  women  aged  31-60+,  all  of
                              funeral. A humble and gracious woman, Michaels   whom have higher education and most of whom
                              said she would have been surprised by the impact   were CEOs or senior-level managers and working
                              she had on so many people.                  in  an  LGBTQ+  friendly  environment.  Despite
                                 While  grieving  the  loss  of  her  sister,  Michaels,   multiple degrees and professional success, Michaels
                              by  then  a  Ph.D.  candidate  and  subcontractor  for   identified situations where the participants engaged



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